my heart is a horrifying cold dark bottomless pit and i don’t even know how i got this way
I don’t care for the people and things I used to care for,
Wasteful. That’s how I feel.
everyone i ever loved hurt me, so love doesn’t live here no more
Screw those guys who said they wouldn’t hurt me, I’m happy with or without you, cause you niggas aren’t worth it.
I feel like God has a huge plan for me.
The fact that I’ve been single for 9 months now is crazy to me! I have never been single for this long, so serious.
I used to have guys throwing themselves at me, hitting me up, texting me, chilling with me. I used to go through boyfriends like it was nothing. I didn’t care for the relationships as much as I thought I did. I didn’t love any of those guys.
But now that I’m actually ready to be SERIOUS about someone and have a real relationship, is when I’m single and have literally no guys trying to talk to me..
I find it odd.
I guess since I actually have in mind what I want in a guy if I was to be serious with him, no guys are worth it right now. God has a special person waiting for me, and he has yet to come my way.
I’ll wait. I’m young.
This is so relevant to my life.
lost almost 20 followers ,
sorry for not having internet.
Do I have any followers from Toronto or the GTA?
lost ten followers, because I haven’t been on here a lot.
Sorry for having a life, (:
Michael Jackson marathon going on right now,
I wish I didn’t need anyone who didn’t need me.
I wish I didn’t give a fuck about anyone or anything.
I wish I didn’t let people get close to me and I wish I’d never get my own feelings involved.
I wish I didn’t let people get to me.
I wish I didn’t need to be talking to a male to be content.